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My partner confided in me at the start of our relationship, telling me that he was really into porn, which I can't stand as it brings out these feelings (because in my head he wants the woman in the video) and used to visit prostitutes and peep shows, call phone sex lines, etc. He loves me more than he's ever loved anyone. I know that and I do feel very loved. When I fly off the handle it is usually for no reason and he reassures me that it's me he wants and says that I should do things to help with my self-confidence. This is all ok but I don't believe that it could help me with the issue. There are people out there who are more attractive than me to my boyfriend. I don't want him looking at another woman thinking she is sexy. Isn't that what I'm here for? I want to be everything sexual for my man. I definitely don't want someone else arousing him, be it on TV or in a magazine. He mentioned that in a hypothetical situation he would go to a strip club with his mates if they were trying to get him to go. I feel disrespected and disgusted by this. I realize that it's all in good fun but how dare my boyfriend (soon to be fiancé») go and enjoy looking at a naked woman other than me??

See I'm all worked up now. I can love myself etc., etc., but I don't want to be with someone who will keep looking at other women. I feel disgusted by my boyfriend if he notices an attractive woman. Thank you. Sad.
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